So I decided to start a blog. Because I can. And because I miss writing.
I don't really have anything revolutionizing to write about, but writing is writing for me and I have always loved it. In case you don't know me that well, the title: I love coffee. LOVE IT. I would drink it all day long if I could. Penny is my dog. And she is my baby and she is the coolest dog I've ever met, seriously ask anyone who knows her. She's a little sensitive, very smart, and a great cuddle buddy. I'm obsessed, I don't care. Babies? Well I'm pregnant! For the first time! I'm 23 and it's so very exciting and scary all at once! The daddy and I have been dating for 9 months and yes it was an accident, but I'm 23 I know how this works so can I even really say that? Oh well. My baby is NOT nor will he/she ever be or think it was a mistake. Not possible. I've wanted to be a mommy more than ever since I lost my mom when I was 13 and I missed the mother relationship in my life. At least I can be on the other end of that right?
Anyways, my life has been a 360 from last year. It's even really hard and really amazing and incredibly eye opening.
In 2012 I got married to a boy I dated of 4 years. 3 days before our 1 year anniversary our divorce was finalized. I miss having him as a friend, hell I knew him for five years, but I don't miss our marriage or dating life. It didn't work. I miss my friends I had when we were together and I miss some of his family. I was close to them and they didn't understand what happened and I found it too hard to talk to them so all their info came from him and they hate me now. It's ok because it would just be awkward for all of us! And he's happy now, I'm happy now, I don't think either of us regrets anything that happened because then we wouldn't be where we are! Yes it's embarrassing to be divorced at 23, but it happens, you learn, you move on!
Basically now almost a year later I'm doing amazing! Ben, my sweet boyfriend, is the most amazing guy I've ever met. He gets along with my family, loves all my friends, and has always accepted my past and who I am. We have our problems and pregnancy has been a change on our relationship, but we love each other and want to work out anything that comes at us!
So I'll probably talk about babies and pregnancy a lot. But I can't help it! It's exciting! It's a lot of info and it's something I've been blessed with and I love it!
Something I find cool, Ben and I both get to make our older brothers who already have kids uncles for the first time! I was excited to be an aunt to my beautiful niece Emma so I hope they are just as excited.
This is a lot do random info, but my mind is random so try to follow. I already have 3 baby registries. I'm 14 weeks pregnant. Does that make me crazy? It's just kind of fun. Target is my main registry and it's pretty awesome if I do say so myself.
So that's probably enough rambling for today. Enjoy!
I don't really have anything revolutionizing to write about, but writing is writing for me and I have always loved it. In case you don't know me that well, the title: I love coffee. LOVE IT. I would drink it all day long if I could. Penny is my dog. And she is my baby and she is the coolest dog I've ever met, seriously ask anyone who knows her. She's a little sensitive, very smart, and a great cuddle buddy. I'm obsessed, I don't care. Babies? Well I'm pregnant! For the first time! I'm 23 and it's so very exciting and scary all at once! The daddy and I have been dating for 9 months and yes it was an accident, but I'm 23 I know how this works so can I even really say that? Oh well. My baby is NOT nor will he/she ever be or think it was a mistake. Not possible. I've wanted to be a mommy more than ever since I lost my mom when I was 13 and I missed the mother relationship in my life. At least I can be on the other end of that right?
Anyways, my life has been a 360 from last year. It's even really hard and really amazing and incredibly eye opening.
In 2012 I got married to a boy I dated of 4 years. 3 days before our 1 year anniversary our divorce was finalized. I miss having him as a friend, hell I knew him for five years, but I don't miss our marriage or dating life. It didn't work. I miss my friends I had when we were together and I miss some of his family. I was close to them and they didn't understand what happened and I found it too hard to talk to them so all their info came from him and they hate me now. It's ok because it would just be awkward for all of us! And he's happy now, I'm happy now, I don't think either of us regrets anything that happened because then we wouldn't be where we are! Yes it's embarrassing to be divorced at 23, but it happens, you learn, you move on!
Basically now almost a year later I'm doing amazing! Ben, my sweet boyfriend, is the most amazing guy I've ever met. He gets along with my family, loves all my friends, and has always accepted my past and who I am. We have our problems and pregnancy has been a change on our relationship, but we love each other and want to work out anything that comes at us!
So I'll probably talk about babies and pregnancy a lot. But I can't help it! It's exciting! It's a lot of info and it's something I've been blessed with and I love it!
Something I find cool, Ben and I both get to make our older brothers who already have kids uncles for the first time! I was excited to be an aunt to my beautiful niece Emma so I hope they are just as excited.
This is a lot do random info, but my mind is random so try to follow. I already have 3 baby registries. I'm 14 weeks pregnant. Does that make me crazy? It's just kind of fun. Target is my main registry and it's pretty awesome if I do say so myself.
So that's probably enough rambling for today. Enjoy!
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| Pregnancy tests!!!! |
Pic from the beach on Labor Day in Seaside, FL!
Pregnancy announcement!
12 weeks!!!
